Day 1: Start.. (One Step at a Time)
I though being a Christian will make me free.
Be more free than I am now.
But great power like freedom comes great responsibility.
Let us see kung carry yan ng powers ko.. (heheheheh.. di na pigilang mag-tagalog…)
Reading The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren
Ever ask your self
Why am I alive?
Why am I still lived?
Why am I here?
What on earth I’m here for?
Ever walk the street and looked up in the sky and ask “What should I do with MY FREAKING LIFE?”
thousand of times… nope millions I think..
Whenever I go to school and kids start teasing me, calling me names, talking behind my back.
When people i thought are my friends say awful words about me.
Whenever I go home and see my Mom and Papa fight.
Whenever we don’t have food to eat, money to buy school projects, toys to play.
Whenever I walk down the street and see other kids having things I want to have but never will be.
Whenever I look up on magazine and said to my self why am I not as beautiful as she is.
Whenever I look in the mirror and ask myself could my life ever changed.
A lot of thing happened in the 22 years that I live on earth,
but still there are questions on my mind that are not yet answered and I don’t know if a time will come that it will be just past…
According to studies a typical person live about 25,550 days that’s around 70 years, 613 200 hours, 36 792 000 minutes …
Okay I won’t run down the seconds.. so for my existence which is..
22 years, 2 months, eleven days, 14 hours and 41 minutes as I write this..
that means I already lived 11 667 720 minutes and that is a lot..
And what have I done, what have I become…..
That I don’t know how to answer.
So for me to know let us go to
They say Love is the lasting I could ever have in this world.
That I don’t deserve to have it at all.
That after I die is the only time I could have it.
I don’t know what’s the meaning of all of this all I know is I live My Life to the fullest and nothing will stop me from having everything I want, including Love. . . . .